With This In Mind from Jared Jakins on Vimeo
The documentary idea has proven itself to be one of heightened awareness, at least for me, this semester has fortified the sense that documentary has far reaching abilities to perceive and expound. I have found documentary to be sharing in the most unapologetic sense, often unflinching and ever affording of a cathartic experience.
Throughout the various films we engaged with, we have been exposed to a wide gamut of human struggle, such as an artist’s political struggle to remain uncensored in his quest for critical inquiry of his government, the socioeconomic struggles of communities in inner city Chicago battling with pandemic violence, and even physical struggles that saturate our human experiences. The documentary ideas, as explained by Dean Duncan, of being a voice to the voiceless, of exalting the mundane and everyday, and most poignantly, transcendence through tribulation, have created a strong obligation to represent such struggles properly in my attempt to work within the medium.
As a result of these reiterations and realizations, the documentary idea for me is the opportunity for the individual to engage with oneself, with society, and in turn for society to engage with itself. All or any of this, in a manner that allows for the expansion of heart and mind.
My film With This In Mind, employs a heightened sense of awareness and melds many of the doc modes we have studied into a loose essayistic meditation on what it means to make marks on the world and to record the marks that the world makes on us and our communities. It draws respectively on the autobiographical, the reflexive, the poetic, and the essayistic mode to hopefully convey a few ideas and feelings.
Thematically the film is interested in examining three interconnected documentary ideas. First, what is my engagement with recording and documenting my surroundings, secondly how do I engage with my society as a recorder, and lastly, how does community engage with itself concerning the act of creating and recording instances of self-evidence.
The film opens by dwelling on my own personal experiences, with the hope that they can act as a vehicle for a universal concept, experience, or idea. Documentary, building on the traditions of memoir, can turn the personal into access for very diverse ideas and experiences by simply sharing the self, the autobiographical. This is the process of expansion through investigation of the particular, or in my case, a rather singular view.
The choice to include the migrant sheepherders is an attempt to present viewers with a far reaching instance of the need to be remembered. The marked trees themselves become documents and speak for the voiceless and oppressed. The trees become both traces and recordings of a community's desire to be remembered. They are in a way both the form and the function. The film is effective only if the viewer can, even for a moment, empathize with the experience of the ‘other’. Though the opportunity the film provides is brief, the viewer can experience one of the aforementioned strengths of documentary, the potential for catharsis.
The film concludes by broadening the scope of consideration in the way we leave our marks on the world. It inspects the isolation that we may impose upon ourselves, and perhaps offers solutions to the best and most productive ways of leaving evidence of our existence in the world: that of engaging with community and interpersonal relationships. The film includes the realization that the act of recording and the act of marking, just like the documentary process of gathering and distributing actuality, is in some ways one in the same.